Why do I even bother honestly no one likes me all they do is use me whether it’s all of my relationships or friendships I’m getting fucked over. Right now I can’t handle this shit anymore. I’m about to seriously get rid of my phone and fucking stop talking to everyone. I rather be dead than have to live like this. Honestly I’m done.
I guess I’m the stupidest person on the face of the earth. I really appreciated you and having you in my life, you being someone who i told everything to someone who I thought I actually related to. I guess everyone is right, you never valued our friendship, all you cared about this whole time was me getting to your house on time or driving here or there wherever you wanted. I never get anything in return instead I get yelled at for making a wrong turn or not talking loud enough. I don’t speak up anymore because you have broken me down so much it doesn’t even phase you and I’m tired of being belittled and unappreciated. All I tried to do was make you happy I would do whatever you want because I actually cared. I tried my best to be a good friend and tried to get you to learn from my mistakes so you didn’t get in trouble yourself. But, I guess since I’ve been gone you got better friends. You got friends who are more popular than me, prettier than me, and more fun than me. I get it I’m not good enough for you anymore. I still want you to be happy, so if they bring you that happiness, go ahead and spend your time with them and just know that I will always be here when you need true friend by your side, but until then I guess we will remain the strangers we are right now. I’m sorry if I let you down.
And everyday it’s a realization of how lonely I am.
Boyfriend [Remix] - Justin Bieber feat. 2 Chainz, Mac Miller, and Asher Roth. download
Getting my shit together starting now.
